COURAGE, DEAR HEART

michaelsheens:

when noah kahan said “if the sun don’t rise till the summertime, forgive my northern attitude. oh, i was raised on little light” and when he said “i thought that if i piled something good on all my bad that i could cancel out the darkness i inherited from dad” and when he said “my house was designed to kinda look like it’s crying. the eyes are the windows, the garage is the mouth. so when they mention the sad kid in the sad house on balch street, you won’t have to guess who they’re speaking about” and when he said “i was taking the wrong meds, feels good to be sad” and when he said “my mouth was designed for my foot to fit in it” and when he said “someday i’m gonna be somebody people want” and when he said “no thing so sure that i can’t learn to doubt it” and when he said “i divvied up my anger into thirty separate parts, keep the bad shit in my liver and the rest around my heart. i’m still angry at my parents for what their parents did to them, but it’s a start” and when he said “at the end of the day, i know there are worse ways to stay alive” and when he said “i’m terrified that i might never have met me” and when he said “i forgot my medication, fell into a manic high. spent my savings at a lulu, now i’m suffering in style. why is pain so damn impatient? ain’t like it’s got a place to be. keeps rushing me” and when he said “if all my life was wasted, i don’t mind, i’ll watch it go. yeah, it’s better to die numb than feel it all” and when he said “i drink till i drown and i smoke till i’m burning” and when he said “collect every dream in these old empty pockets, in hope that i’ll need them someday”

and when he said “it’s an ode to the hole that i found myself stuck in, a song for the grave that i dug” and when he said “i only tell the truth when i’m sure that i’m lying” and when he said “i would leave if only i could find a reason. i’m mean because i grew up in new england. i got dreams but i can’t make myself believe them. spend the rest of my life with what could have been, and i will die in the house that i grew up in. i’m homesick” and when he said “it only falls into place when you’re falling to pieces” and when he said “the whole place is quiet. you miss something that you can’t place but you can’t deny it. don’t know whether you want a place in the coast or the country. you can’t stay here, it’s hard to face and it feels too ugly. you light a fire inside, let it burn” and when he said “with a past box of photos i rip myself open” and when he said “feel the rush of my blood, i’m seventeen again. i am not scared of death, i’ve got dreams again” and when he said “a minute from home, but i feel so far from it. the death of my dog, the stretch of my skin. it’s all washing over me, i’m angry again. the things that i lost here, the people i knew, they got me surrounded for a mile or two” and when he said “my medicine is drowning your perspective out, so i ain’t taking any fault” and when he said “i ain’t proud of all the punches that i’ve thrown in the name of someone i no longer know. for the shame of being young, drunk and alone”

and when he said “‘son, are you a danger to yourself?’ well, fuck that, sir, just let me call. i’ll give you my blood alcohol, i’ll rot with all the burnouts in the cell. i’ll change my faith, i’ll kiss the badge. just wait, i swear she’ll call me back. ‘son, why do you do this to yourself?’” and when he said “i’ll turn up the music and i’ll forget until it ends that i’m not ready to let go yet” and when he said “i’m in my car and i see the yard, the patch of grass where we buried the dog. and the world makes sense behind a chain-link fence. if i could leave, i would’ve already left” and when he said “i thought i had something, and that’s the same as having something. i get mad at nothing, blame my dad for something. i pull no punches, then feel bad for months. thought i was raised better. tried to fake better, tried to blame weather and escape better. hope the skin heals where the pain enters” and when he said “i saw the end, it looks just like the middle. got a paper and pen and a page with no space. i filled the hole in my head with prescription medication, then forgot how to cry. who am i to complain? and now the pain’s different. it still exists, it just escapes different and evades vision. makes the rain different, makes the news boring and my rage distant. yes, i’m young and living dreams, in love with being noticed and afraid of being seen. but i can finally eat and i can fall asleep. it’s fine, fine, fine” and when he said “medicate, meditate, swear your soul to jesus. throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason” and when he said “we spent so long just getting by. that’s the thing about survival. who the hell, who the hell likes living just to die?”

zoethebitch:

zoethebitch:

Thursday the 2

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kubo-kubo:

official-lucifers-child:

imnotrevealingmyname:

crunchbuttsteak:

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You can only reblog this on the 3st of January

the 3st huh?

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thejackalhasarrived:

ABBOTT ELEMENTARY
“Holiday Hookah” — 2.10

stormesandshowers:

cookietastic:

cookietastic:

cookietastic:

cookietastic:

cookietastic:

Gonna eat my hands from how much tumblr is unaware of Bad Bunny

Bad Bunny been doing it and killing it before harry styles was doing it- he’s been wearing skirts and doing his nails just cause and it even got my older brother who is straight painting his nails cause he realized “yeah who give a fuck I like it” and bad bunny kissing men and women on stage being open about the LGBT+ community and speaking out to about the transphobic stuff that happened in Puerto Rico. Like it’s not bad for people not being unaware of him but it makes me wanna rattle people when I see them praising stuff Harry has done calling him iconic and the first of it all for this movement when people like Bad bunny,Prince,etc been killing it

Bad bunny be upon you

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This is also VERY important to note + some people can’t read Spanish

Never forget

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And not to be that guy but this man is cakin’

just-add-butter:

I cannot express how important it is to brush your teeth and floss regularly. It’s especially important as so many people don’t have dental coverage and that preventative work saves you so much pain and money in the long run. I know it sucks and it is so hard, but you’ll also feel so good after doing it. And when you start doing it regularly, you’ll find your mouth and gums feel so much better. If you’ve already done it today, good job! I’m so proud of you and so happy for you!

nicostiel:

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Robbie Coltrane who played Hagrid in the Harry Potter movies dies at 72. RIP 🖤

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“There’s no Hogwarts without you, Hagrid.”

dragongirl028:

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R.I.P. Robbie Coltrane (March 30, 1950 - October 14, 2022)

letters-adressedtothefire:

Sorry but the “a woman just died and her family is mourning” speech doesn’t really apply for the woman who’s responsible for almost half the world’s colonisation and the death of millions of people everyday for like 70 years

lesbiansandgayssupporttheminers:

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This is who the queen was. Her death deserves to be celebrated.

without-ado:

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Webb captures Jupiter’s faint rings, auroras & hazes

l composite from its NIRCam instrument(x)

mysharona1987:

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Pretty much everyone said this would happen. One ticked off parent can throw a tantrum and get any girl investigated because their kid didn’t win. Gross.

heavenly-angell:

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rip olivia newton john (1948- 2022)

kingstylesdaily:
“Resources:• abortionfinder.org
• abortionfunds.org
• lifebeat.org
• plannedparenthoodaction.org
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